Ok, ok. I know. It has been WAY TOO LONG since i've written in my journal. I have been a little preoccupied. I know I never officially said it on my journal, but for those of you who don't know..I'm gay. Yup. Plus I started seeing this guy John recently. It's been great. I have always had trouble finding a guy who wasn't just about the sex but also about me. We actually have meaningful converstaion. I am very much in like with him. The things he says, the way he looks at me...I don't know..they get to me. LOL. Plus he's a great kisser. We haven't made it past kissing yet. Thank God. I'm not ready for sex yet. I want it to be real. Something special. I can't say I've had that too often. Plus...he's special...so I don't want to fuck that up by doing something too soon. Or too late for that matter. I'm not going to worry about it now. I'm just happy to be taking it slow. I'm happy in general. I think I found a keeper.